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holeecrab

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Posts: 882

Location: Indonesia
Occupation: Delusional Artist
Age: 26
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#152939   2019-01-15 21:00          
Hi - how long since i post any update in my life here? 1 year? It feels like an eternity, to be quite honest.



In the last 1 year i have did virtually nothing with my car - other than getting an AVS model 6 i got from nowhere few month ago - but i had a lot of moments in my life. I got myself a place that i can call home on the outskirts of Tokyo. It's still a rent - but you know, better than nothing. Married? nah, i haven't.

But here's the worst part - i lost my garage, again. This time not due to fire, or any silly accidents - it just doesn't worked as i thought. Opening a tuning garage where you're a nobody in the big city like Tokyo was a mistake. Especially in these days like there's no one who cares about being fast anymore, i guess. In the end, the debt kept climbing so i had to sell my property. Everything's gone.



I found myself as a permanent employee at Club Sega in akibahara by nowadays. I was glad that there's some people who able to accepts me as a worker, since i wasn't a graduate and because of that, chance of getting a proper work is pretty much low. The pay was quite alright, actually. It just enough for everything i need. Well, like i need anything big for myself, anyway.

Living as a "normal" people in the last 12 months had me thinking about my life so far. I've been spending almost all of my lifetime working out of my passion but it doesn't ends up as well as i thought. Instead of that, i've been working my ass of for the last few months doing odd jobs and got paid well. But you know sometimes you gotta thinking - is it worth it doing a things you didn't have a passion at for the entire of your life? In the later i found myself at the state that i realize that life's goes on and you'll eventually gonna turn down your passion to keep living in this cruel reality.

But then i realize that i cannot do that. Why?



This car is the reason why my passion still exist. If it died out, i would sell this car with the garage in the first place. I cannot abandon the thing i've been doing on most of my life because that's the sole reason why i keep on living. Life goes on but there's a thing that keep you living and it's your own passion. And because of that, i've decided enters this car community again, starting from the scratch, again.

And yeah, that's why i suddenly reviving this thread again. Cheers!

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Anyway, lately i've been realize there's an empty small warehouse that had a for "sale sign" on it. Interesting, wasn't it?